MRI's done.
I could feel the tingle and the pressure in the most extreme way when the machine was on. It filled my entire cranial cavity and extended through the base of my head, down my spine, and through my legs.
For the final phase of the MRI, I repeated my Fibonacci sequence experiment, just for the fuck of it. When I asserted my intent during the experiment, I could hear different pitches of tinnitus inside my head, with my "mind's ear".
Noteworthy: The soreness and weakness that I originally only felt in my right thumb last week has been spreading throughout both of my hands and forearms since my last major update. The seizures are basically constant now. But I'm so much more aware of them now than I've ever been before. The pain behind my eyes and forehead is back with a vengeance. I feel more capable of managing the pain and discomfort now, though.
It seems like I'm worse off right now to the casual observer based on my outward appearance. But I've never felt more encouraged and sure of anything before in my life.
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